Ignorance is a bliss?

Today, something came over me. I feel very depressed as if I am so truly useless. So I found a dear friend cum my 'jug' to get some input from her. Yup, these few days the long vacation had truly take a toll in my imaan. And it wasn't even in my hometown yet. I am scared Ya Rabb. Hope you lead me through this path.

So today, ohkay..bring with me Ar-Raheeq al-Makhtum, I journeyed to her house. And keep thinking ..why am I like this? As if the meaning of living is ....meanless. I've got the spark before this but it seems that I am leaving it away,..again.


Upon seeing her face, I feel delighted. As if here it is. Your problem solved. I don't really know how to describe those feeling though. Have you had a friend like that?.. so Sakinah..(punned ^^')


So, she reminded me again of why we are here and etc. And I asked her a few things and I come to the term that I've had been so ignorance before this. As the saying goes ignorance is a bliss. And so am I.


Ignorance makes me..
1) Just follow everything of what had been teached to us before. No question. Even if you question , you would not understand anyway. So why bother?


2) Forget of all the sisters and brothers all around the world. Hey, I've got 3 little sisters and 2 little brother ONLY. So why should I bother about anyone that don't even know who I am.


3) If I KNOW, I had to MOVE. So, if I don't know, I wouldn't have, wouldn't I?


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But think again,
1) If only our prophet chose to ignore us...what would happen to us?


2) If sahabah chose to ignore us...


3) If our mom and dad chose to ignore us about Islam...


4) And what would happen in the Judgement Day , when our ignored sister and brother from all over the world, pointed their finger to us and say " Why you choose to ignore and let us suffer?"


God forbid, I wouldn't know how to answer to that.


Think and walk the talk.

^^’ Exam comes again ^^’

 

It’s the time of the sem again..the most awaited time and week..bambambam..
ooops, not another trip to Europe..EXAM !! (well the latter will come right after slumber week in Dublin and exam ^^,V )

 

During study week, we’ll see many type of persona.. well it can be :-

“I’ve got to stay up..4-5 lecture notes to go..” and you’ll be ….

 

Or..sudden discovery of tons of knowledge makes you rethink what exactly did I do in lecture hall? :-

 

Or maybe as studious as you can be

but, no matter what it is ..always remember Allah had said in our manual :-

Allah does not charge a soul except [with that within] its capacity. It will have [the consequence of] what [good] it has gained, and it will bear [the consequence of] what [evil] it has earned. "Our Lord, do not impose blame upon us if we have forgotten or erred. Our Lord, and lay not upon us a burden like that which You laid upon those before us. Our Lord, and burden us not with that which we have no ability to bear. And pardon us; and forgive us; and have mercy upon us. You are our protector, so give us victory over the disbelieving people."

(Al-Baqarah : 286)

So, come one people..don’t treat this exam as sth that you can’t pass. Allah had promised that He will only charge us with something that is within our capacity. Let us strived just like Mr. Hamster trying to do here

And, last but not least..something to console the soul after labouring hard ,

O mankind, indeed you are laboring toward your Lord with [great] exertion and will meet it.

( Al – Insyiqaq : 86 )

Babai . *wave*

Y - Super Junior

Y - Super Junior

ENGLISH TRANSLATION
When I see you, I only smile- even shy smiles
Your eyes that look at me- are they sad and talking of goodbye baby?
Are you that tired of seeing the same person
and doing the same things every day?
Will you forgive me?
Please think about it one more time
I won’t let you go now
I’m a fool to have made you cry
Letting you go was because I was lacking
Forgive me for trying to erase you
Please- so that I can breathe again
When I see you, I cry- you make me into a fool
When you have a change of heart, I will be standing there on your way back baby
The breakup that you prepared
hurts me so bad that I could die, even after time passes
There’s still so much that I have to do for you before I let you go
I’m a fool to have made you cry
Letting you go was because I was lacking
Forgive me for trying to erase you
Please- so that I can breathe again

Where do I start? Starting at some point, we lost the preciousness (you know even if I don’t say it)
But I miss each second of each minute and
Your beautiful, eye-blinding smile
I hope this touches you heart
Will my sad prayer pass this rain and pass on to you?
I’m so in pain right now because you have left
I’m so in pain- why is it so hard?
I think about you every night
Do you know how anxious I get if I don’t think about you for just one day?
You probably don’t know- there’s no way you will know
If you think of me once in a while, then please come back then
**Saying I love you, saying it to you
Saying I miss you, Saying I want to hug you, and only you
I want to protect you
For you, who will come back to me
Hangul Lyrics: SJ-market
Romanization: www.lyricsty.com
Translated by: www.popgasa.com
Posted by: superaffxtion.wordpress.com
TAKE OUT WITH FULL & PROPER CREDITS.

Somehow, this song really pierce me..^^

Rant on my travel time..^^

Well, since it had been ages since I've write..do apologized me more the lack of word in describing these places. Blame it on M disease (M.A.L.A.S..:P) well, let me start of with some picture during my travel to UK and Turkey. only UK for now. 

"And when the prayer has been concluded, disperse within the land and seek from the bounty of Allah , and remember Allah often that you may succeed."

"Apabila solat telah dilaksanakan, maka bertebaranlah kamu di muka bumi ; carilah kurnia Allah dan ingatlah Allah banyak-banyak agar kamu beruntung"
( 62:10) Al- Jumu'ah :10)

"Have you not seen that Allah created the heavens and the earth in truth? If He wills, He can do away with you and produce a new creation."

" Tidakkah kamu memperhatikan langit dan bumi dengan hak ( benar )?. Jika Dia mengkehendaki, niscaya Dia membinasakan kamu dan mendatangkan makhluk yang baru (untuk menggantikan kamu)"
(Al- Ibrahim, 14:19)

These 2 ayah gives me strength as I started my first step of my Jaulah (travel) I aim and vows to be a better muslimah. And I hope Allah grant me that wish, so that I can become a better muslimah and mu'minah. So, on 21st December I started my journey..

First destination, PMS (Perhimpunan Musim Sejuk) aka Winter Gathering...

"”And We have not sent you, [O Muhammad], except as a mercy to the worlds."
" Dan kami tidak mengutuskan kau melainkan untuk menjadi rahmat bagi seluruh alam"
(Al-Anbya',21 : 107)

Alhamdulillah, I found something there. How important we as teenager. May I not be as brave as Mu'az bin Ammar bin Jamooh and Mu'az bin Afra to attack affront the leader of Quraish leader, Abu Jahal..or as intelligent as Salman Al-Farisi who suggest to build the big drain during the Ahzab war, but at least I have myself that I can lead to be a better person.
And each and everyone have potential that can contribute something. Apart from tarbiyah from all the sisters, I have found 'izzah' in the 'ukhuwah' with them. Thanks Allah for fating me to be there..

Big lake of The Lake District of Manchester, UK

Sisters…hopefully we’ll get the chance to meet again..^^

 

 

      

   ‘Sunny’ theme..^^

 

 

I c no difference..^^

When the triplet met ^^

Thanks for all the memories sisters ^^

a memorable scene after the evening walk

 

Second destination, Manchester..together with Sister Fatin, Sister Farahin and my dearest friend Fatin..^^

Going to Manchester, I am ‘wow’ with the place. The entire Manchester feels as if inside the University. And not forgetting the food…ah, haven..^^ After few months in Dublin, finding Halal food means that we get to eat the same kind of food every time we’re out. But whole street of Halal food…?! wow ^^

there, me and Fatin truly enjoys the wonder of food. Enjoying all the food. And the food. Uh, suddenly it’s all about food. And only in Manchester you get to eat Faluda, and the Ice Cream there is jeongmal daebak ^^. Faluda is some kind of icecream drink..I dunno how to explain though, better try it yourselves. During my few days stay there, ( thanks Sisters for allowing us to stay there..^^ ) I get to eat more Halal Food and enjoy more ice cream than I ever had.^^ (still on food?!)

And since we were there during the Christmas break, we get to enjoy our shopping break there during the Boxing Day. The Tramples Shopping centre do hold many people. And I remember how crowded it is in the praying room .. puish…experience that cant forget. And Fatin sure use all the opportunities of the discount to shop for her family. Sadly, can’t do so for myself. I only able to grab two Topman shirts  (seriously, it’s only a shirt – myself ; Kinah, its Topman for god sake ..*rollhereyes* ypu wont get this deal any where – Fatin) and Adlina’s bracelet, and Clark’s shoes for myself. Well for the others, guess I have to wait for another place..I mumbled to myself. Because even though its ‘cheap’, it wasn’t as cheap as I thought it is. Since it’s a branded things, so they make the price more reasonable..^^ well, guess not a shopaholic type.

 

 

Manchester as we arrived

 

 

 

 

Fatin , Sister Farahin, and Sister Fatin..^^

 

 

 

 

 

Meet other sisters from Galway, can’t remember what park this is.

 

 

 

 

 

I guess that’s all for now. Will update more..^^By the way, I get to go to the infamous MAN U stadium..and due to Hallyu Wave, I’ve grown attach to Park Ji Sung ( he’s the Korean player in Man U, even mentioned in the Suju “oops” song.) and take a picture with him..^^

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Here’s a sneak peak for next update -

Since I’m trying my hand on photograph, do excuse me for the lack of varieties in the photos..^^

   

    

Till again, Assalamualaikum ^^

Let’s work towards JAnnah, SJ

Oh God, how time flies

Ive been searching for a teuksora fanfic ( WGM newest couple , which I ship ^^), found one, signing in, and suddenly it appears as Brownn.

"Oh, is that my long forgotten blog..? My god, when was the last time I ever opened it.." thinking to myself.

Well, cut story short. After struggling in IB exam, I finally here, in Dublin. Studying Medicine isnt a piece of cake, but hey Im struggling, still. Alright, I believe this encounter isnt something that I shouldnt miss, got to bookmark this and be active. After all, after spending too much in Korean English, I think I should familiarise myself back with a good English. Insya-Allah , I can do it !

"난 할 수있어!, I can do it !"
- Kang Sarah^^

O Allah, the Merciful

Salam to my fellow friends..
Time seems to go at a really quick pace in these days. Without even realizing, its already Saturday and I'm going to have interview this Monday. Feels like it had been just last week I have become senior and suddenly I am in the road of applying for university.
Huh, wonder if there's anyone is inventing time machine? Cause I'll volunteered myself to be in the project. Going back to the time when I am starting my 3rd Semester.
Or maybe Kronus, the lord of time is doing his bidding now? [?_?] huhuu..
But, as the time flies, I find myself become more and more drawn to procrastinating.. Why eh? Satan must have been hovering around me a lot..

O Allah,
What had happened to me.?
I am too ashamed to You.
You, who had been very merciful, who had even give me time to repent myself even after whatever I had done..
I am such a lowly servant..
O Allah,
forgive me..thanks Allah , for giving me time to repent, who didnt take my time yet when I was sinful..
For still giving me time..

Am I deserved to be forgiven?

One-stop center in my quest of life…

Today, was the 3 days month anniversary since she’s gone. Much have change ever since she depart. Our bonds tightens, don’t even a thing that can break it. We had called ourselves family…complete with a set of parents and children. Too bad we hadn’t done things like this when she was around..but still, her departure brought us a new meaning of life.

Whenever, the time goes..I feel so binded with the family knot. Deep in my heart, these bonds shall never fade..eternally..hopefully.

Missing her always, her cheeky smile, her sense of humor, her ..everything..Al-Fatihah..