O Allah, the Merciful

Salam to my fellow friends..
Time seems to go at a really quick pace in these days. Without even realizing, its already Saturday and I'm going to have interview this Monday. Feels like it had been just last week I have become senior and suddenly I am in the road of applying for university.
Huh, wonder if there's anyone is inventing time machine? Cause I'll volunteered myself to be in the project. Going back to the time when I am starting my 3rd Semester.
Or maybe Kronus, the lord of time is doing his bidding now? [?_?] huhuu..
But, as the time flies, I find myself become more and more drawn to procrastinating.. Why eh? Satan must have been hovering around me a lot..

O Allah,
What had happened to me.?
I am too ashamed to You.
You, who had been very merciful, who had even give me time to repent myself even after whatever I had done..
I am such a lowly servant..
O Allah,
forgive me..thanks Allah , for giving me time to repent, who didnt take my time yet when I was sinful..
For still giving me time..

Am I deserved to be forgiven?

One-stop center in my quest of life…

Today, was the 3 days month anniversary since she’s gone. Much have change ever since she depart. Our bonds tightens, don’t even a thing that can break it. We had called ourselves family…complete with a set of parents and children. Too bad we hadn’t done things like this when she was around..but still, her departure brought us a new meaning of life.

Whenever, the time goes..I feel so binded with the family knot. Deep in my heart, these bonds shall never fade..eternally..hopefully.

Missing her always, her cheeky smile, her sense of humor, her ..everything..Al-Fatihah..